One definition of insanity is doing a task over and over exactly the same way, but expecting a different result each and every time. For the past few weeks, I should've been committed and placed in padded room. I'll admit my mind hasn't been fully connected at the task at hand and for that I don't blame anyone but myself. I haven't been performing to my full potential and I haven't been taking full advantage of the opportunity that I have been given.
Well it's time to throw the slider when they are expecting the fastball. I have to go against the grain and do things differently to make things happen. It's time to bring sanity in and get away from insanity. After spending the last few hours at work pretty much mindfucking myself and beating myself up mentally, enough is enough. I've got to make things happen to take advantage of the opportunity that lies at my feet. I've got to reach and achieve my full potential.
It is not mission impossible. The task is simple, it should not be made complicated. I may step on some people the wrong way, but that is the least of my worries if I need to get to where I need to be. Tomorrow is a new day... A new day and a fresh start. Time to bring the desire and pride in what I do.
PRIDE = Personal Responsibility In Delivering Excellence.